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Sabtu, 01 Desember 2012

My Review

Here you're forced to be invisible to survive. You hear, you see, you feel but still say only one, "nothing". You'll lose some of your activity, dignity, and such, or you'll lose some friendship, trust, those kind of peace life.Yours to choose. What both have in common? Each lose it's own freedom, in different type and amount.

But it's your life after all. No one except God have the right to cage you. Also you'll live anyway, eventually. So it depends on you naturally, whether you're a free men or not..

Kamis, 26 Januari 2012


Hey staring at you makes me thinking
Why are you crying? Is it hurt? Or is it your feelings?
It’s fine it’s fine, don’t worry I’m here
We’re friends, aren’t we?
It’s fine I’m here
Hey where are you going?
Am I not being invited?
It’s ok It’s ok, don’t worry I’m fine
How is it? Is it fun? Can I join you all?
Why? No? ok, don’t worry I’m fine
Hey where were you yesterday?
Oh? You’re fine? You’re good, ok
Then I’m happy . . .?
Hey, how are you?
We’re friends I still remember you
I’m fine just fine, don’t worry I’m still here
Because we’re friends, aren’t we?
Barely friends?

Jumat, 13 Januari 2012

Namae no Nai Haato

as time goes by flows right through passing me
and you came just right into the flow
maybe I started to know my own true feelings
but still don't understand

I thought that this thrill is just for a moment
what truely is my desire from have feelings on you?

as if there went a whisper when I began to ask
can I conclude this feelings?

"you came to my life
don't know why felt so warm
then this thought came into my mind suddenly
I feel terrified, too afraid, fall in love with you
but I can't resist..."

***lyrics: original
tone/music: from DATEKEN
"Namae no Nai Uta" sung by Kagamine Len
(( P.S: Only changes of LYRICS,
Remain to the owner's RIGHTS ))***

Kamis, 12 Januari 2012

My Song For You


I began to understand these feeling
It's hard at the first to really comprehend
But I can’t help when it’s overflowing
Thinking about you is numbing all my sense

This life feels like there’s no “the end”
Right here with my own strength I did stand
I try to open up my heart once again
You’re the potions that recover my pain

Out of all the love stories that life's had
We choose our own way to reach the right path
But without you i have nothing left
So if you willing to I’ll give you my faith

Then came the part of chorus for our song
The melody fills me up all night long
Maybe all those time is worth anyway
With you here there’s nothing left I can say

You're my wings when I'm about to fall
You're my strongest shield when I fell down
You're my aid that covers up my flaws
You're the only one who can tear me up

In other words it says I love you
But I’m not brave enough to tell you
Even now after all we’ve been through
All I can do is smile for you

Jumat, 11 November 2011

myf one

our path is different
maybe not united, maybe separated
but please remember...
I've been there
and as long as you remember
that's what I'll always be,
because the same thing applies to me ..

Sabtu, 05 November 2011

Day Dreamer

what to do
why do I feel like I'm nothing
when I'm with you
we're so different
why do you bother liking me
I am nothing
I am no one
full of dreams
so much weakness
always behind other person
can't lift myself alone
then you came
bring new feelings
now it's over flowing
all I can say is I love you
how should I prove it
I can't even show it
'cause you told me not to
and said "this isn't the right time"
every night I wait for your text
have faith enough to wait for you
everiday feels so lonely when
I didn't see you
since that time when you tell me
that you love me then
my hearts lifts up and beatings unstopable
you make my day dreaming more and more
so much feelings for just one day
I love you
maybe you've known
how's this feelings affecting our mind
I hope that it doesn't bother you 'cause
I'm in love with you
I am happy with this feelings
I love the way it lifts me up
more and more
zutto suki datta no~..

Kamis, 14 Juli 2011

My Mind

This story starts
when accidentaly I noticed you
The way you treat, the way you talk to me
there's nothing different
nothing's special at all
You play your life like it was just like that
and everything's meant to be
Oh how come I didn't noticed you before

Me, I'm just a curious person trying and starting
talk to you
Yes, the way we talk each others
our conversation, that is nothing
but everythings to me
Uh, without my mind noticing
yes... I'm starting something new
A brand new feelings which I can't tell
but the fact is just
I don't want myself to realize

My mind is talking to me
My heart is keeping agreed
My lips is sealed out, I'm screw
Known it's clearly to see
I'm 'a bit' interested in you

Oh, isn't life is so interesting?
you give me pain but giving you my heart?
I just can't stop
Think, things like this is supposed to end
but doing absolutely the opposites
how more stupid can I be?

My mind's telling me 'You should moving on'
My heart screams to me 'I wont move another inch'
My lips still sealed, now my eyes is...
What is this?! I did not wanted reality

but now they're speak

Leave it all, the truth wont change..
Keep your faith, you know you can..
Should I wait, keep still for something
I really can not understand..

Cause more you're with me
I changed
And when you're do things
I cared
This thing's annoying
packed well
The more I deny things
the more I under your spells
I'm not doing this well
If you thing you can..

please teach me